tonight just now, i had the deepest most self revealing self awakening, an epiphany or whatever it is that you want to call it. it is silly. if you guys read the short story "sucked dry" , then you are familiar with the character maziah who keeps making excuses, blaming others etc for the reason her husband marries another. (here in asia polygamy is allowed in case you don't know). well, back to my story, as i said..i just realized all this while i am maziah! well, not that i am married and what not it's just that i keep making excuses and blaming others for everythng that's happened to me; particularly about my self image and confidence.
it's kind of ironic how i could write a whole review of the short story and criticise the character and still couldn't see that it's me. i have everything and i could be anything. if i want it all i need to do is just do it. i don't want to reveal so much as to the content of our conversation but all i want to say is that i am much more grateful and thankful for the way i am.
i promise that starting from this moment i shall not live in a way where i value myself too little. i am worth it. I AM BEAUTIFUL, SMART, TALENTED, KIND AND WONDERFUL! some of you might think that uttering this word is vain and too much but i believe we need to praise ourself and see ourself worthy. only when we believe in us do others start believing too. so guys, let us be CONFIDENCE and FABULOUS! you know we can....
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